Tottenham Hotspur manager Ange Postecoglou says Wednesday's Premier League match against Manchester City was his "worst experience as a manager", as he was worried that if Spurs were beaten heavily then people may have questioned his integrity.
Tottenham's North London rivals Arsenal would have been in pole position for the Premier League title if the Lilywhites had avoided defeat against City, but Pep Guardiola's team won 2-0 at the Tottenham Hotspur Stadium to move two points above the Gunners before the final round of fixtures on Sunday.
"I got a real anxiety within me," he said.