Former UFC champion Ronda Rousey says she thought about "killing herself" in the immediate aftermath of her knockout loss to Holly Holm in November.
Rousey, 29, appeared on The Ellen DeGeneres Show on Tuesday and spoke openly about her loss at UFC 193 in Melbourne, Australia. The championship fight ended in a highlight-reel knockout for Holm after a kick to the head of Rousey, who was transported to a local hospital afterward.
"Honestly, my thought in the medical room, I was sitting in the corner and was like, 'what am I anymore if I'm not this?