Losing to Holly Holm at UFC 193 was much more impactful for Ronda Rousey than anyone imagined.
In an interview with Ellen Degeneres set to air Tuesday, Rousey said she had suicidal thoughts after being knocked out for the first loss of her UFC career.
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“Honestly, my thought, I was like, in the medical room and I was like down in the corner, I was in the corner and I was like ‘ what am I anymore if I’m not this?