Jack Rodwell is considering the frustration of his current situation when he reveals one motivation for the future. He wants his son to grow up remembering him as the footballer who played matches, scored goals and won trophies.
He does not want this, leaving the family home before it is light and returning after dark, training three times a day — every day — away from his senior team-mates.
'I want Hudson to be proud,' Rodwell says of his two-year-old boy. 'I want him to see me play, to enjoy coming to matches.'
Rodwell himself was a boy of 16 when, 10 years ago last month, he became the youngest European debutant in Everton's history.