Former Derby County and Sunderland striker Marco Gabbiadini says he is dealing with emotions he never felt as a footballer as he prepares to undergo heart surgery.
The 56-year-old revealed in May that he requires a triple heart bypass operation.
He is due to have the procedure this week and has spoken about a feeling of anxiousness after months of waiting for the procedure.
"It's been a pretty fraught summer," Gabbiadini told BBC Radio Derby., external
"In the last few weeks, since I got my date [for surgery] I've been borderline angry, frustrated, and happy at the same time.