So what I meant to say was...
I don’t know why I wasn’t happier about winning that tournament. Usually I’m the one trying to get people to be more positive and enjoying good things as they happen, and this time I wasn’t.
The only thing I didn’t want was for USF to win the tournament and everyone go berserk like they had won a natty, and then people actually did that, and I thought it was small time, because don’t we want better things than this? Like, let’s be happy but also not give everyone a stick to beat us with?