Tom Lockyer said he felt like a let-down to his Luton team-mates after collapsing with a heart issue during the play-off final in May.
A touching interview with the Hatters captain speaking about the play-off tragedy has re-emerged after he suffered a cardiac arrest against Bournemouth on Saturday.
The Vitality Stadium was solemn when Lockyer fell to the turf for the second time in seven months during Luton's visit to Bournemouth.
Players surrounded the centre-back as he lay on the turf, Luton manager Rob Edwards was in tears, and the match was later abandoned.