Soccer has the power to heal. I remind myself of this when I arrive at Subaru Park for my first Philadelphia Union game in over a year. The walk to the stadium is eerie and quiet and though the grounds are maintained, from a distance I have visions of the abandoned Brazilian and Russian Olympic venues years after the thrill of hosting came and went. There are no tailgaters in the parking lots, no kids passing a soccer ball in between cars, no smell of burgers on a charcoal grill or sound of beer bottles tossed into a trashcan, no lines for the Port-o-Potty, no selfies by the river, and no friends meeting by the Supporter’s gate to enter together, absent rituals that now signal that something is off.