Former Penn State kicker Joey Julius told Nittany Lions head football athletic trainer Tim Bream "if you let me go home, I'm going to kill myself" following a workout in March.
It's one of the revelations Julius made to Emily Caron of espnW.com in an article released Monday about his past suicidal thoughts, his struggles to overcome an eating disorder and depression.
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