Messed-uppery.
It's probably not coming soon to any dictionary near you, but it's how Max Holloway described his condition on the fateful week of UFC 226. That week in July culminated with the cancellation of his featherweight title defense against Brian Ortega, with the official result being "concussion-like symptoms"—revealed on national television, no less.
The term could just as easily describe all of 2018 for the featherweight champ: three postponed or canceled fights, one televised health scare, one ongoing medical investigation and an uncountable number of questions about his physical and mental status.
Given all this, when Holloway said he's just excited to fight again—which he'll do Saturday at UFC 231 in the rescheduled bout with Ortega at Scotiabank Arena in Toronto—there's no need for a polygraph.