The best recruit in the history of Missouri basketball hurt himself in warm-ups before the first game he played. There are two directions you can go with this, and it should be said right here at the top that neither is wrong. How you feel is how you feel. You don’t have to explain yourself to no man.
Maybe this turns out like a couple I know. They were mugged on their first date. This is a thing that happened. They were getting to know each other, nervous, all those questions about what the other was thinking and then, boom, just like that.