Before game 5 with the Nats, I admit I had periods of apprehension that Nats would win. By the time I turned on the TV, Kike had just hit his homerun. 3 runs of Strasburg in 1 plus innings. Now I was feeling pretty positive. But, as we all know, the Dodgers lost – – – I was shocked, to say the least. I was as disappointed as I could be. Immediately, the thoughts began churning, how could we possibly lose that game? Not now, not this year? The Dodgers were supposed to win it all this year. I felt crappy.